I’m trying not to let anxiety take over, what with only a few hours left to life on Earth… as I’ve known it. I am hoping that new theories are correct, and the Mayan predictions actually spoke to a cosmic shift, in which things would change for the better. Given recent events in the news and around me, a shift is needed. I hope that the Mayans were off, or all together wrong, but as a girl who often lives in the gray, I hate to hedge my bets. So these are some of the things I wish I’d done. If we’re all still here on the 21st, I will aspire to do them in the next few months and years.
I want to get my novel published. I may be loosey-goosey about the route, but I want to to do something. I wobble from self-publish to traditional publishing and an agent, on a regular basis, and who can blame me? The opinions in the professional book world are all over the place. Actually it never ceases to amaze or perplex me just how much the opinions vary. Either way, if we all live, I will do something early in 2013.
I want to go to Palau. I’ve been saying it for 26 years now. I said it for the first time, on my honeymoon, and have been thinking about it ever since. I plan to swim with the non-stinging jelly fish, in the giant jelly fish lake, and explore the beautiful islands of the area. I will go back to Yellowstone and loose myself beside a quiet river. I will drive the wide open roads of Montana and whoop out my windows… again. More immediately, I plan to visit my daughter in Israel. I can’t wait to float in the Dead Sea, and enjoy a spa day in Northern Israel with her. If the Mayans are off, then I will really own that mud.
I will absolutely clean my office and even start using it. I am determined to do this… and if the world does not end, I will do it sooner than later. It’s time to clear some things away and I’m ready to do it. Of course, I may just be saying this because I believe the world is going to end, and I wont be held accountable.
If the word doesn’t end, then I will need to get off my lazy butt and stop eating junk. It has been fun, while I nursed my “hurty knee,” but I hate to think that I will have gained weight, gotten out of shape… and the world is still here to witness it.
I will find a way to sleep through the night again. End of story. I will do this.
I think I’d really like to learn how to snow board vs ski. I accept that I’m just a mediocre skier. I like it, but I’m no Peekaboo Street. I want to fly down the mountain; I want to look that elegant and sleek, but I don’t. I think I want to give the board a try. I also want to try surfing… I think I’m
bored board ready.
I will let some things go. They know what they are. I’m letting them go. This is a work in progress.
I will be grateful, if the world goes on. If it doesn’t, then you all know my intentions were big and bold and good. And this was my last post… full of optimism and determination.
May the Force be with each of you and may we all be around for December 22nd.
What will you do if we all don’t disappear this week? What are your plans in 2013. Share them in my comment section… which I’m trying to improve, on the advice of a wise blogging friend.